So remember all my hard work paid off? Well I screwed up my body with going away and the end of summer. I am so discouraged right now. I seem to struggle with my workouts, my clothes feel too tight, and I can not stop snacking. I feel discouraged.
I know this is a journey but this journey just stinks right now. Also, I hate how I get so much spam on this website. Most of the comments I get is spam. It makes me feel like no one is out there. I am tired of writing for spam. I am tired of not losing weight. I feel like I will never get back to 152.
I have lost my excitement and spark. I feel like since Rachael Ray I have not felt anything about the weight loss. BTW..still waiting for stuff from Bob Harper and that photo of me with the cast that day..I am just a commoner..you know I make no money, have student loans, and do not get driven around by a personal driver. But with I guess with a year and half going by none of this will happen.
If anyone could find this picture with me in it..please please please send it to me! I would really love it..but I know it will not happen. I tried reaching out before with email and twitter but got nothing..
I just feel discouraged and down today. I know this journey is hard but I just keep hitting a brick wall. A brick wall over and over and over again. No one said it would be easy..
My name is Jackie and I am addicted to food.